Conditional Giving to Haiti

The world has generously given and pledged over $200 million dollars in aid to Haiti. I gave like so many people because it seemed like the right thing to do. However, today I read in the newspaper that structured religious groups, such as Baptists, Catholics and Jehovah’s Witnesses and others are deeply opposed to the Voodoo religion and are considering withholding food from Voodoo practitioners. Voodoo has been practiced in Haiti since the 17th century. It was brought by the slaves from West Africa and combined with the Catholic saints.

In the News and Observer article, Voodoo priest, Max Beauvior, was quoted as saying, “I hope this does not start a war of religions because many of our practitioners are being harassed now, unlike any other time that I remember.” And Pastor Frank Amedia of  Touch Heaven Ministries, who has been distributing food, was quoted as saying, “We would give food to the needy in the short term, but if they refused to give up Voodoo, I’m not sure we would continue to support them in the long term because we wouldn’t want to perpetuate that practice.”

It’s interesting that we withhold our help and generosity when we feel that our support condones behavior we find ‘unsavory.’ It is difficult to see people beyond their actions and forms, and remember that we are cut from the same cloth. Fear often plays into this. Fear that we are leading someone astray by condoning their actions. Fear of failing God. But when we react to anyone with fear instead of love, we have forgotten to see the light of God within them. I don’t practice Voodoo, attend church or follow a structured religion, but I love God. There are many paths to God, and I wouldn’t try to dictate which path you or anyone follows.

I am deeply saddened that this opportunity to love and help has been turned by some into an opportunity to put more seats in the pews. The article claimed that some Voodoo practitioners have said they’ve converted to Christianity for fear they will lose out on aid. Say hallelujah and pass the gravy.

Experiencing Shamanism through Avatar

Well, the family went to see Avatar in 3-D. What an amazing experience. As my son said, “It was more than a movie. It was an experience you take home with you.” A wise statement for a nine-years-old.

My hope, as a shaman, was for my family to have a better understanding of shamanism. The movie shows how everything is connected, plants, animals, the Earth, people and our ancestors. By watching the movie, especially one that was so engrossing, the emotional level was high. Obviously, watching a movie is not the same as actually shamanic journeying or living in a indigenous community that supports shamanic beliefs. But, it was a good introduction.

I am inspired that one of the world’s leading movie producers, James Cameron, obviously has an in-depth knowledge of shamanism to be able to write an movie about it. With more people understanding and/or practicing shamanism, perhaps the world can begin to change for the better.

Blessed journeys!

Distant Healing

People are often wonder how distant healing is possible. Many believe that distant healing is more difficult than an in-person healing. If you look at people as a body, then everyone is separate and every healing distant, even if they’re in the same room. But, if you look at everyone as a spirit and part of the collective consciousness, you would see that we are all connected and that every healing is done in-person.

As a shaman, I perform shamanic healings in the spirit realm with enlightened spirit guides. It’s a meeting place where my spirit, the person being healed and the enlightened spirits gather together to perform healing. And sometimes other spirits will join us. For example, during one shamanic journey, I noticed a spirit watching the healing, who at the completion sat next to the client and hugged her. I mentioned this to the client and she asked what the spirit looked like. I describe the spirit as a man in his early 40s or late 30s, plaid shirt, dark hair, and thin build. The client started crying. Her friend, who met this description, had died the night before.

I believe that every healing is an “in-person” healing no matter how far apart we are, and that there is no more difficulty between an in-person or distant healing. Time and space are limits of this world which do not exist in the spirit realm.

Blessed journeys!

Depression — A Dark Cloud on a Sunny Day

I believe that depression is caused by a reduced connection to our Divine Spirit. The spiritual connection can never be severed, but a person can create blocks that reduce their awareness of the Divine Spirit — like black clouds that block the sun. The longer the separation, the harder it is to see the sun, and the depressed person’s world becomes a darker and darker.

Depression is not the only symptom that can be caused by Spirit disconnection. There are others, such as anxiety, possession, addiction, anger, compulsive behavior, etc. that can manifest.

Through shamanic healing, the blocks can be removed. Shamanic healing can be used for soul retrievals, past life healing and more. But it takes more than a few healings to alleviate depression. It’s a life-long endeavor to maintain the spiritual connection to ensure that the black clouds stay in the distance or pass quickly. I recommend that a depressed person learn to shamanic journey to maintain a strong connection to the Divine Spirit and provide healing for themselves.

Blessed journeys!

Details of a Spirit Possession

Spirit possession affects many people. I have performed successful spirit depossessions, but I wanted know the cause of the spirit possession. For guidance, I read the “A Course in Miracles” URtext Manuscripts, pages 24-25, to receive the following insights on why spirit possession occurs.

Below are the divine thoughts that came to me while reading:

Prolonged separateness from the divine Spirit creates scarcity, which after a time leads to depression, anger and/or sexual dysfunction. Prolonged scarcity can lead to different outward manifestations such as spirit possession and addictions. With spirit possession, a person is trying to replace their connection to the divine Spirit with a spirit entity.

Being possessed by spirit entity is a connection to a spirit with human attributes, and since it has human attributes, it is often viewed as evil.

When you strengthen your connection to the divine Spirit, you diminish the effects of the spirit entity. The divine Spirit will fill the mind with love and the sense of scarcity is replaced by fulfillment.

It can be difficult to remove a spirit entity, not because the spirit entity is too powerful, but because the need to connect to the divine Spirit is strong – although in the case of a spirit possession the connection is misplaced.

Gas Station Dreams

A couple of months ago, I had a dream that was so real that there was no doubt in my mind that it had really happened. In the dream, I floated into a scene of a man pumping gas. I knew he was a pastor who was having troubled making a difficult decision. My spirit descended into his car and ’sat’ in the passenger seat. He got in and started the car and pulled out of the gas station. At that moment, he felt my presence, and although he couldn’t see me, he knew I was there. I apologized for the intrusion. But in his thoughts, he said, “That’s okay. I was thinking about going for a drive.” I knew he changed his plans of going directly home, and instead decided to go for a long drive to think. I left him alone to his thoughts.

When I woke up, I remember the dream vividly and couldn’t forget it for weeks. I kept looking for this man in public – expecting to meet him. But after a couple of months, the dream was tucked into the back of my mind.

Tonight, when I volunteered to give blood, there was a problem. It seemed my pulse rate was too high, which was very unusual for me since I normally have low blood pressure. A supervisor was called in to express their concern about my ability to give blood. I explained that I had an intense healing session earlier in the day that had made me light headed. The Red Cross supervisor was very knowledgeable about faith healing and started to ask me questions about the healing I performed. His spiritual demeanor captured my attention.

He then mentioned that he was a pastor at a local church. Suddenly, it dawned on me who he was! As I described the dream I had, he began to nod his head. He knew what I was talking about. He had a tough decision to make a few months earlier about leaving his church to become the new pastor at a church of a different denomination. He remember the gas station episode and said he had asked God for sign.

I had been waiting to meet him and was blessed to do so. What a wonderful confirmation for the both of us. I wasn’t able to give blood, although I suspect divine intervention in the elevated pulse rate, but it was still a healing.

Blessed journeys!

A Haunted House

Houses that are haunted seem scary to most people. I remember once when my husband and I were considering purchasing a house to restore it. It was a historic house that had most recently been used as a senior living home. A very uncomfortable feeling came over us as we took a look around, but we tried to stay analytical to estimate the restoration costs. But, then I started seeing dark shadows move across the halls and dart through rooms. Finally, we couldn’t take it anymore and ran out.

I understand when people are afraid of ghosts or negative energy in their home. It is uncomfortable and sometimes scary. But a recent depossession provided new insight on ghosts.

A month ago, I was asked to do a remote house depossession. For many years, the house had a ghost that appeared as an older woman, but the tenants had not been bothered by her presence. She seemed friendly. But a new tenant had moved in, and the ghost made him uncomfortable. The tenant tried to ignore the ghost, but she grew bolder, and one night she entered his bedroom and told him to “scoot over.” That was too much for him! He slept on the couch that night and in the morning told his landlord he was moving out.

The landlord called me and asked if I could do an emergency house depossession. She wanted to know if I could do it remotely, since she wasn’t able to find anyone locally. I said yes, and later that day got to meet the ‘ghost of the house.’ The ghost was an elderly woman who was waiting for me with her ‘ghost’ bags packed. The ghost said she knew the tenant and landlord didn’t want her to remain and was ready to move on. The ghost recalled living there with her husband and raising her children, who were now grown and had children of their own. Her recollection of fond memories made me see her a ‘person’ instead of a ghost. A person without a body. But her plans were to move into another house! I told her that wasn’t in anyone’s best interest. In order to continue her life’s journey, it was important for her to move to the next realm. Without a body, she wasn’t experiencing the life lessons that are necessary for her soul’s growth.

After she left, I shamanic journeyed to the spirit realm to talk with my spirit guide. I wanted to confirm that she was gone. She was waiting for me in the spirit realm with my spirit guide! (It seemed that she was always one step ahead of me.) Everyone agreed, including her, that she had indeed moved the next realm and then the angels took her away. But, my spirit guide recommended that angels go to the house to remove her residual energy, so that the tenant wouldn’t sense her presence any longer. I watched the angels descend into the house and cleanse the negative energy. Afterward, they infused positive energy by symbolically dropping flower petals.

I knew it was a powerful healing when not only the landlord called to thank me, but the tenant as well. The tenant, who had never seen a ghost before, said the most powerful aspect of the whole situation was the feeling he had when entering the house. He said he had expected the negative energy to permeate the house, but instead he walked into positive energy that was so intense, that he felt a natural high all day long.

The healing affected the landlord, the tenant (who ordered several more healings for himself and family members) and the ghost. It shows how we are connected – whether we have a body or not.

Blessed journeys!

The Final Journey

My mother called me while she was driving her husband to the hospital. She whispered into the phone, “I don’t think he’s breathing.” She was only a couple blocks from the hospital, so she would just continue to drive. I told her I would immediately shamanic journey for him and hung up the phone.

When I reached the spirit realm, his spirit was waiting. He began to tell me why he died. “My body is used up. I am tired and ready to return in a new body for a new life. I miss my parents. It’s too cold in Michigan. It was time.” I accepted his decision.

I then asked him if he would like an aura cleansing. It was symbolic at this point and served as a ritual to help our minds adjust to his leaving this realm and moving into the next. After the cleansing, two angels lifted him up in a throne-like chair and he was taken away to another spirit realm. He waved as he left. He looked really happy.

When my mom called later to tell me that the hospital’s efforts to revive him had failed, she said, “I guess I don’t have to tell you what happen. You probably already know.” A mother’s faith is a good thing. I was then able to relay his final words to her. It was a comfort to her to know that her husband was happy and taken care of after his passing.

The funeral is on Monday. I will fly home to support my mother and spend time with family.

Blessed journeys!

Life’s Lessons

Well, Thanksgiving is over and it’s Saturday. A quiet morning, after breakfast, and the perfect time to reflect on the last couple of months. My blog postings have subsided, mostly because I have been so busy learning life’s lessons. I wanted to note those lessons, before they become a distant memory, or more accurately, before I forget (and doomed to repeat those lessons).

It seems that each week or two, I have been taught lessons on a specific ‘topic’ by the Spirit. The first week, I began to see that every negative thought and action that was directed at others, was an attack on myself. Especially important, was how I reacted to attacks towards me. It’s amazing how a loving response can diffuse an ugly situation! And there were lessons even when I didn’t react appropriately. We learn what works!

The next week was on possession. I began to see that possession could be something other than a spirit possessing a person. Other people’s thoughts could possess my mind. When I altered my own thoughts or actions, because of what others thought, I had become possessed. I no longer controled my own thoughts! This was an interesting insight, that lead me to better understanding of controlling my thoughts and realizing that my thoughts are not me! My spirit is changeless.

The next week, the topic was forgiveness. If you have been reading my blog, you know that I study “A Course in Miracles” and have combined it with my shamanic practice. I find that the two are very similar in the how the healing process works. Forgiveness, through the ACIM teachings, is about realizing that the past never existed. Shamanism is about releasing the past and realizing that it no longer exists. So, I let go of any grievances, I still carried. It was a time for crying, laughing and coming into the present in a way that was not possible before. I let go!

I am now in the middle of trying to understand about mankind’s wholeness. Where this leads is yet unknown. The Spirit leads my way, one foot in front of the other.

Have a great holiday weekend.
Blessed journeys!

Gratitude

I am thankful for my family – two wonderful kids and a loving husband. I am thankful for a warm house with plenty of food to feast on. I am thankful for friends who allow me to be a part of their lives. I am thankful to those whom I have learned life lessons – even when the lessons were unpleasant. I am thankful for my health, especially this time of year!

I am looking forward to eating the homemade pumpkin pie, turkey and stuffing. I am looking forward to watching “Christmas Story” and “Christmas Vacation” again, although I have watched them both more times than I can count.

I am grateful to those who have visited my blog, giving me encouragement and feedback to help me stay focused on my spiritual journey. I hope that in some small way, I have done the same for you.

Happy Thanksgiving!